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a story..
Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ 8:57 PM
nothing much..
just feel like blogging..yet there's
not one single stories i could came up with.
nyehh..
lets just put it this way..
there's this girl, who loves this guy alot.
but then this guy was about to leave her.
this girl was soo depressed,that maybe she might do something crazy.
something crazy, crazy as in.."is that really her doing that, she's not that kind of girl" thing.
idk
maybe she would,then again..maybe she won't.
she love this guy alot, she couldn't bear of losing him,she would never imagined herself
being so alone..and not being with him.
she needed him..
but that guy insisted to break up.because he thinks..that breaking up with her..
the pain that the girl carries throughout her life will go away. well he's wrong..
if he leaves her, the pain will just get even more painful. and hard for the girl to bear.
the girls asked for advice from her friends and cousins.
she even told them what happened..
yes,it was her fault..she admitted it..and she regretted it.
not entirely hers.
when she told them..all they could say was..
just let him go, u'll get hurt nanti..
if you love him soo much..talk with him.
pujuk dia..
the girl's cousins even help her to cheer up.
they made her laugh..but inside those laughters..live avery broken heart.
a heart that she herself didn't know it could be fix or not.
the heart that could only be fix by HIM. the guy. THE GUY she was madly inlove with.
the guy who broke her heart,but still she loves him with all her heart.
Several days had past,and still she was in her gloomy state.
she wouldn't eat,she wouldn't even wanna smile anymore.
all she could do,was thinking about him,about the breakup.
i'll continue the story soon..so sudden i feel so..sad.
cheers.
♥
Labels: Life
Lumut
Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 1:56 PM
Currently dalam krita,on the way kelumut. Now,dengar lagu. Oh,i had my IRK paper 2 exam today. It was, okayy. Dapat dsiapkn awal. Haha. I went out early,around pukul 8.30+ idr. HAHA. Tapi boleh buat,then cari dayah. Panya ea dikantin. Xp ngaleh ku bjalan. Haha. Panat. Then na batah tu. Sharil datang. We talk2,chitty chitty chit chat. C sharil na membuat section B aa. Haha. Buatnya pulang,p na semua x. Then,ada phonecall dari pidah. C umi plang tpn tu,pakai tpn c pdah. Then,ku dangar suara c umi ne mcm bakas menangis,c umi gtau la,tipun sama beg duitnya kana ambil. Macam,me,dayah and sharil rushing ke dewan. Aiihh. Gila eh. Merah mata c umi. Cian. We asked evrybody f ada durng nampk. So far nada. Hmm, kami suspected this guy,but we're not sure if its him. Yatah. Susah eh. Well, im tired,and i think, im gona take a nap. =) you people takecare. Haha. Beh,if ur reading this, b appear f9 tu. Iloveyou. Sorry bout dimalam. I miss you. =')♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Labels: Life
ohh. fireworks.
Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 12:59 AM
HAHAHAHAHAHA. ohh my goodddddd!! i love this picture. like,seriously. banarrr. majal. and i certainly do love fireworks. and and.."bunga api". =D okay..im being so random. im just..bit stress..thats all. i mean, i heven't been contacting sama zainul for like..idk.. since yesterday? soo bussit wahh! online pukul 5 ah. yea riteee~! i did went online. tapi batah nuggu,i fell asleep..tapi kajap ja. then jalan, liat HSM3. (i knowwwwww.xp)... SIUK! the movie. you guys should watch it. macam, i even shed a tear masa..ahh,ada satu scene atu la. so sweet wa. haha. im not gonna tell how the story goes, spoil tia krg,(for those yang belum liat). =D im a big HSM fan, and im not ashamed to admit it.=D seriously. we went home around, 9 ish x.. idr.. haha. then drumah,ngahkamal datang,and bought us durian putih,tapi aku nda makan,because aku kan minum gas. and, aku inda suka makan durian then minum gas,because nanti sakit perut.=P. benar. LOL.guess that's it. still waiting for him to text me up tho. wonder where he is..hmm..beh,i love you. seriously do. TEXT ME UP! LOL. lonely wa b. nyehhhhhhh!!!!
goodnight everybody. im not really goin to sleep. hah. esuk na skulah x aa... haha. im having my IRK paper 2 exam this saturday. luruska? yea...and i already revise the hadith part.. well..not all of 'em.. heehee..and i'll be having my geo paper 2 and c.sci paper 2 on the same day! which is...O.O ...traumatize. (luruska?) entah ehh.. i mean..the exact same day. hope i have enough time to..revise. *sigh*.. exams, missing him...this is too much for me to handle. haha.. i need you bah behh. where are you kan? you didn't want me to contact you arah your fone number, because you said your father is holding it. so i didn't. ehhh...my mind kusut masane. better relax kajap. see ya!
there's this thing called love
Labels: Life
Bahasa Melayu
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 12:53 AM
ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!! Kusut eh! Kaling! Wdatdvbhxbeqnkekqehqkhetcze!! LOL. seteress neyh. Tadi kami exam bm. Bm 1 & 2. Bm 1 tbuat pulang. Aku sndiri inda tau aku pandai buat karangan. :D hahaha. Idr berapa words aku buat, tapi 400+ . I did a composition pasal,kids prefer makan junk food rather than healthy foods. =D
And then Bm 2. Yatah yang menyebabkan aku kusut ne. Bm 2 start dalam pukul 10,finish pukul 11.30. I did question no.1, tp usually skajap saja aku spend time arh that question,tp tadi macam batah. HAHA. I didnt pickd question 2,pasalnya kan,aku inda suka fahaman. =D so i pickd 3&4. Aku suka questn 4. Haha. Pasal ada pasal that puisi thngy. Question 3 pasal memodenkan,which i hate the most,tp tadi macam sanang. Haha. Tp mmbg ertinya atu yang blank kpala. HAHAHA. Since ive been writing nonstop,aku rehatkn my hand kajap. My leher pun sakit. =/ sajuk lagi. Nyeh. Baru kan rehat,the clock kul 11 sudah,mcm..I was like,"kay,break times over,get to it!" haha. Aku sambung buat. It all went well,puisi pun senang. And then,PERIBAHASA! Aku weak in this thng. Yang aku ngusutkn atu, apa yang ku bc nada kluar.Hehhh!! Aku biarkn kusung dulu. Jump to the next question. Then,aftr siap,balik ke peribahasa tu, bepikir ku ne,then aku liat jam, 11.20!! I have 10 more mins till 11.30. Gila eh. I tried my best jawab the peribahasa. Idk lurus atau inda. Atlast siap,at exctly 11.26. Urang sblhku mseh lg menulis. And when the chief invigulator suruh branti menulis,i looked across the hall, maseh lg ada yang menulis ane wa. Haha. Masa atu na cukup. The answers panjang panjang lagi. =s the tchrs ambil our papers,then kami keluar,balik tarus. HAHAHA. Ohh, to Bahrul,about tangan mu. Sian eh. Get well soon. Yatah tu nah,beibun,beibun jua,jgn over. :p
there's this thing called love
