Tuesday, September 21, 2010 @ 11:10 PM

SOOO, RAYA WAS GREAT. gosh that was lame. very lame. My life soo far, has been great, minus the worst day ever, i mean, when i say worst, i mean worst, like much worser than smelling your sweaty gym teacher's armpits. EUWW! okay anyways. I was going through my journal the other night, and i cant help noticing,that every page in it, was about the same guy. like pfffffffffffffft. was i this crazy? i was having that need to rip all of it, but hey, journals are meant to keep memories in it. and memories, are meant to be kept. even if it hurts you. right? because, behind every pain you've gone through, there always few advantages. like, when you leave someone, it'll hurt you, but think about it, you'll make the other person happy. and you'll know that deep down inside you, thats all you ever wanted. to see the one you love, happy. right? sooner or later you'll find someone who can make you feel the same. :)
Im talking gibberish. im totally bored right now. sayang is asleep. and im still awake. boo! :( my tummy hurts like, soooo bad. and i cant sleep. because of the pain. :(((