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I feel stupid. Crying over something thats not even worth a thing. Still feel like i wanna cry. sigh* My eyes are puffy. :s i think im catching a cold. Are you doing it on purpose??? hah??!!
Do you really wanna see me cry?? WELL, LIAT TAH PUAS PUAS. I hope you're happy now! YOU MADE ME CRY! YOU HURTED ME.. AGAIN! I REALLY HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY RIGHT NOW!! well, you should, this is what you want kan? You wanted to hurt me lagi, you wanted to make me cry. guess what, you did. CONGRAGULATIONS.

DONT YOU EVEN DARE TO COME TO ME LAGI!! AWAS KO MUN BERANI! MUN KAN NYAKITKAN ATI URANG SAJA. JANGAN KU DICARI. IM NOT A TOY OKAY??!! IM A HUMAN BEING, I HAVE FEELINGS! I CAN CRY! I CAN FEEL PAINS! sometimes i wish i never even met you. never even know you. or maybe never even knew you existed. hmmm. But thanks to you, ive learned a lot.

but that message, pfft. HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS??!! hmm.

im off to bed. I HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS.