Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 8:06 PM
HELLLLLO PEOPLLEEEEEE!! D:
Ghaaaaaaa! Its been a very hectic raya for me. Let me start the 'its-time-for-me-to-update-this-blog' post by telling u about this certain guy. Who specificly broke my uber fragile heart........ AGAIN!
Okay, *clears throat*, his name is z. He's 19 yrs old. And he's an itb-ans. We were contacting with each other mcm biasa, bebunga bunga. And i thought i can finally get to be with him. He told me he love me and all that. Then, yesterday yesterday night, i found out that he was back with his ex girlfriend,B. I was soooo pissed and heartbroken by it. I told hm that im leavn, but he wanted me t stay. So i stayed. The next day. I rcvd a msg on fb, dari his gf,si B. Warning me nt t kcau z lg. I was so so pissed. She blamed me! For something that is nt entirely my fault. So, i made up my mind, i told her to come over. She came, i showed her the msjs z sent to me.
I told z i was leavn hm fr good. I got back with my ex, Hafiz. (: . Dont u try to complicate things again, dgr tu? Back to z. I mean, who is he to kid? If he loves me, he would've just tell the truth and come clean. I mean.. cmon, he once told me that he will never ever gona have a relationshp with someone else, because ada sudah urg dalam hatinya. And when i heard he gt bck wit B. I thought it was her,but then he said, it's nt her,its me. ME! He said that! I dont get him. Really. I tried to,but i just cant. FUCK! Sigh. I hope u're reading this.
IM IN SOO MUCH PAIN BECAUSE OF YOU! U said u love me, but u chose her! Now, stay sama ea! Dont u dare walk into my life lagi! Im sick of ur bullshits! Be good! Seriously! And,grow up will you?